Closing Up Shop

There are officially 5 days left of school, and I don't know how to feel. Why is it that some kiddos choose the last week of school to act like they love you? God has been so faithful in that I have been able to build relationships with difficult students in these last few weeks. My heart actually hearts a bit when I think about the possibility that I might not see most of these kids ever again. I am realizing that I cannot control what these guys and girls choose to do in life. I can't control their education, their personal lives, their pursuit of truth, nothing. But I have faith that God has used me to plant seeds, and that He is faithful! He will put other people in their paths, and I feel blessed to be a part. All in all, the school year was not in vain!

Step in the Right Direction

Today I made some drastic changes in life. I am not going to tell anyone...this will be kept secret, under wraps, until the end of the summer. I am horrible at keeping my own secrets so we will see how that goes...but I am excited. I am finally taking control of some things, and have decided that this certain thing is worth the difficulty that comes with it. When I turn 23, I will "come out" with it because I have faith that the results will be obvious. I think that what I am doing is also going to enable me to clear the channel between God and I. I am excited!!! Yay being mysterious.